-My Life-

Havent been blogging for a long time.

2009-10-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

Exams are starting.
Lots of studies to do.
But climbing must still be there.
Had prefects lunch today.
It was quite nice because of all the food they serve there.
Sherlina was working like a crazy cow.
Sweat alot i know. !

Oh ya .
I need to solute girls that can wear high heels and walk for long hours.
Seriously, it wasnt for suba i would have taken it off and walk bare footed.
History test is day after tomorrow i hope i dont fail.
Please god !

Oh ya. i have to introduce someone to you guys and gals.
Her name is Broey .
I met her like a month ago.
The greatest thing is our birthday is so near hers is at the 17 of June.

2009-09-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

firstly apologies that so long i have not blog.
Well. probably lame but i dont have anything to blog about only thing to say is.
I LOVE ROCK CLIMBING HAHAHAHAHAA..xD

Another great day of mine.

2009-08-18T03:46:00.001-07:00

I am so glad i went rock climbing.
No actually i am so glad that i became a climber.
So today i met this lady from Canada.
So as usual i always greet everybody.
Yeapp. I greet almost everybody i see.
She works in this rock climbing gym in Canada.
And when you see her climb is really cool, her moves.
Eu jin you so totally miss knowing this lady .
So of course i was her tour guide for the day ahaha.xD only around sec 2 lols. anybody can do so .
Really had a great time with my new friend .
What a fun day .
I'm for sure gonna keep in touch with this new friend of mine.

Good day

2009-08-13T00:04:00.001-07:00

Today had been great .
Most product was sold.
Good job my friends. =)

Make my day better please.

2009-08-11T08:41:00.000-07:00

Shortness in breath.
Stress Fracture my leg.

I totally suffered in school today .
If you havent suffer from both of those 2 things thank god.
But all comes down to blaming myself .

I am just over stress with alot of things going in my head.
Its like spinning and spinning .
Which i guess causes the shortness in breath.

I went rock climbing over and over again.
Walk non stop jump like a monkey .
Causes stressed fractured.

No one to blame but myself.
Hugh SIGH.

Dear lord,
Please make my day better after today .
I do not want to potrait my fake smile anymore and sleep whole day long.

good night readers. =)

Stress OUt.

2009-07-30T05:39:00.000-07:00

i am just too stressed out.
Oh god.
Pleaseee faster let time pass by.
Whenever at home i start thinking...
Sighh.
Faster i need someone to admire on.

pictures are still not deleted. sigh.sigh.
Pictures are still in my purse.

Too stress out.
Add maths if i can even get more than 10 i will laugh out loud.
Barely even touch the paper.
Only do 1 question. LOLS.
Who cares.
L C C wants to give me personal tuition on maths because i scored badly for maths .
Another problem to another.
Pls dont give me anymore problems.
It is already more than enough for now.

Not mentioning .
I failed my music test again.
Well.
I did not tell anybody .
Sigh. Knew it like on sunday.
Feel like crying right now.
Is like my 3rd time failing.

Shoot myself lar.
Seriously this time i'll just shoot myself.

2009-07-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

Ended last year with you .
And going to end this year without you .

We had been together so long.
That my heart aches everytime i think about it .
Till now i have not delete or throw any pictures of ours.
As i did not dare even open my images in my phone.
I guess i need my friends to do it.

We started as a couple alot of similarities.
But months after months we have even more different intrest.
You and your comp and me and my rocks.
2 different world.
I realize.
I tried playing computer games but it is just not in my genes.
You tried rock climbing it is not your thing.

Everytime i taught of breaking up with you .
And now it is true.
Out of the sudden i felt like i lost someone.
Someone to lean on,
to depend on.
Every time i look at my phone.
No messages will appear.
Nobody to wake me up in the morning or wish me goodnight.
Feels lonely everytime i am at home.
Everytime i leave madmonkeyz or with my friends.
All the pain will just rush back into my heart.
But as promised to YL ,
I will not do it i guess only she knows what i meant.

Nevermind i guess life goes on.
Although you are the hardest to leave or forget .
I wish you get the happiness you want in your life.
thats all i can say.

So if i have been moody or angry bare with me . =)
wait till i get my smile back .

sick

2009-07-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

went to school today after 2 days of being at home.
total boredom.
found out that most people are sick too.
Hmmm.
Maybe is the sick festival lols..
More likely to be the weather nowadays.

Well,
Of course let me introduce you to me scary friends.
Which i hope i just faster recover so that i can dump it away.

you see.
is not that nice after all being sick . =.=!!

Well.
E-lane is now in Penang .
Eu Jin tomorrow.
to E-lane i hope you enjoy your delicious food in Penang as when you come back it is INTENSIVE work out for you and of course me. =)
to Eu Jin . muahahahah hope what we exercise today is enough so that you dont grow fat and lose all of your abs. then i will be seating here laughing at you . =)
Peace.
For the rest of us still in KL.
lets just enjoy KL.
SMILE it helps brighten up your day .

Crush.

2009-07-17T04:48:00.000-07:00

I've never felt this way before,
Its all brand new to me,
My head is spinning,
I cant breathe,
You are all I see.

I long for you to notice me,
I wish you'd ask me out,
So this is what first love is like,
And what a crush is all about.

Another poem i like. =)

I have felt this way before, and so do you .

Well.
It is actually for Ms B to read . hahah.xD
do you feel this way too ?
cause you are the first person i taught of after reading it.
i hope you like it

FRIENDS.

2009-07-17T04:43:00.000-07:00

A friend will not talk bad about you,
And will never lie.

Friends are always there for you,
If you need to cry.

Friends will be there for you,
through thick or through thin.

When the rest of the world walks out on you,
A friend will walk in.

A poem that i like to dedicated to all of my friends.

Friends are always important in my life . =)
so . hello there my friend, and you always be my friend.
I appreciate you for being my friend.
Thanks for making my day.

It's been awhile since the last i post .

2009-07-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

Well.
There's been alot going on nowadays.
Alot of shocking stuffs. * that i actually got like know it almost the last*
Let's see what is new.
Oh ya !!
As everyone can see my cast is out.
Yeahh.
Now i can kick some ass.
I did not sleep in class last week on wednesday if not mistaken or thursday i forgotten.
Well. It's lame but it is something new. hahah.
I finally used our school toilet after 1 1/2 months.
Yeahh. Believe it.
I also finally cycled a bike.
Although i still dont really like riding because its just so tiring for my legs.
Ahemm. Reena hahah.
Dont cycle too much not good for your reproductive system. MUAHAHAHAA.
Not to mention.
My new piano teacher.
Oh gosh. Its like night mare.
She is like a young teacher but with a grandma mood.
Mumbles lots like hell .
I can die like in an hour time in her class.
I am not more getting the way me and my old teacher's used to be.
Fun, we can just talk about anything.
Big HUGE sigh.
My relationship is getting better .
And thats great. =)
I love it and i love you . ( to those whom help me . hahah. you know who you are. lol. )
This is what my pals told me in tuition.
They were whispering at the back of me and i was like WHAT ? * the usual me*
So then MS P said i got something to tell you
then MS R said Alyssa take a deep breath dont shout dont freak out.
And my heart was like thinking is there a mouse under my chair ?
Because if there is i would shout till the building falls.
Then MS R,S,P said ....................................... * which is not to be known*
And i was like what ??
who cares.
you made me panic and all you wanted to say is that . LMAO.
Anyways . to those who dont understand nvm.
Let's see what else is new.
i dont think there is anymore.
Okay.
Bye for now.
Alyssa.

2009-06-18T09:04:00.001-07:00

Yupp. I know i should blog about my birthday but the whole moment was to beautiful to even write it down.
So picture's are more than a thousand words.
All in FB yaa.

I am already officially 16 . YAY.!!
At this age i am still looking forward to grow elder.
Well. Thanks for the presents everybody. =)

And of course.
I bought myself a present too since its my birthday .
Look is my very own rock climbing shoes.
Yaa. I know i am crazy but who cares.

If i can only freeze this moment when we both were still really close together.
I feel that we are falling apart soon.
And i am trying to save it back.
I just hope you would .
Probably you dont feel it.
But i do.
Suffering like this to me is just really hard.
Maybe you think i am enjoying the rest of my time.
But you're wrong.
So i hope and i pray that we would be still the old me and you .
The pure heart of love.
The sincerity.
I hope you would do something.
Because i still love you and i know you still do .
So. We are going out tomorrow. Please dont spoil it.

2009-06-11T08:29:00.000-07:00

Rules:
*1. Those who get tagged must answer the question about themselves.
*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you(tagger).
*3. Continue this game by sending to other people.(refer to rule No.2)

Time: 11.29pm
Name: Alyssa Ng
Age/Birthday: 15 June 1993
School:SMK S5

Elder sisters: None. But would like to have 1
Younger sisters: none.
Elder brothers: none
Younger brothers: yes. 1 very gay bro.

Favourite liquids[drinks]:Dragon Fruit juice. actually all fruit juice, no sugar added.
Favourite consumables[food]: Anything below 500 calories.
Favourite place to sleep:my lovely bed.

Flying?: erm. with my cruthers count anot ?
Swimming/Diving?: Diving.

How much friends in MSN?: 198
Couple?: yes.
Loved ones?: family. friends. my dog. jesus. my stuffs. and of course my lao gong laa.

Get kicked on the butt: yes. only from our very own E-lane
Allergic?: as far as i know. Acroxia. well is a medicine.
Gastric?: Almost every month normally at 12.

Whole fortune: Why would i tell.
Age of marriage?: 26 would be great.
Children wanted?: 1 gosh it would be so painfull.
Age of death?: 80 plus ? i dont want to live till so old. ==
Animals in house?: Dog, Fish.
Longest fingernail ever kept : Form 3 .

Wanted birthday present : I am not sure. I am happy with everything or anything.

Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
A: Peace and happiness.

10 persons to tag :
Priya , Alyssa , Beatrice , Eu Jin , Foofy , Eroz , Yin Shan

Old Folks Home

2009-06-06T22:18:00.000-07:00

My house got into fire and i ended up staying here . A lady in the old folks home said this.

My heart was thinking where are those children that these old people had raise.
What kind of human being would put their parents into a old folks home ?
My mind was filled with unaswered question.

People there are just so great and nice.
They cherish the moment that you are with them.
Talking to them, they never ask for more.
The happiness that i saw was a true happiness . and a gratefull heart.

Its hard to see this kind of emotions nowadays.
I meant really .
I am just so sad that they need to spend their lives there.
No family . =(

God .
Please help them so that they would always live a happy life . =)

Thanks E-lane

2009-06-05T08:15:00.000-07:00

Thanks so much Yee Lyn .
For giving me the dress for my birthday .
Thanks .. =)
I promise i will wear it for my birthday .

When out today and yesterday to pavi
Shopping and shopping and shopping .
But i had lots of fun.
I was the biggest spender yesterday .
I think today should be Yee Lyn O.o ??

Alyssa <3 going shopping . hahah.xD

Happy Birthday DAD

2009-05-31T08:14:00.000-07:00

We fight the least in the whole family.
But you were always the fierce one when i did something wrong with results.
But in the same time your the one who is always there to cover up for me.
I remembered ,
I am so lucky to be the only girl in the family.
I am so lucky to be known as daddy's girl.
I am not afraid of denying it . =)
Cause i am.
And i will forever be.
And you are like the world best dad.

You would buy me the best although mom dislike that.
You would always provide me the best.
What i need or want.
Although you would say no at 1st.
But i know you dad.=)
You would wear whatever i buy for you .
I remembered.
When i was in primary school.
And i did not have alot of money ,
I bought a tie from care4 for you.
And you wore it to work,
Eventhought mom bought him a better one.
Now i am giving you a really young looking tie.
With poka dots.
And same old you.
You would wear it to work ,
Although how ugly it would look like on you.

I love you daddy.
I am gonna miss you not seeing you for 4 freaking days.
And your dumping me alone. =(

Anyways Happy Birthday DAD.
You're now getting older.
I promise when i get elder, i would provide you the best.

Happy birthday
MAY 31 !!

I love my dad

2009-05-30T08:37:00.000-07:00

Thanks daddy so much.
He bought me an early birthday gift.
Its what i always wanted.
A PINK face watch . =)

further pictures in facebook.

Randoms

2009-05-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

Went to the leadership workshop today .
And it turn out great.
Food was great.
Enviroment was also great .
Picture's are all with lim.
The guy who took like everything .
Even the ceiling LOL.

A friend of mine ask
Have you ever cried at the back.
And i thought of it,
My answer is i bet everyone does, who cares if you are a guy or lady .
Everybody would. =)

And i am now so moody
as everybody would be enjoying their holidays.
And i will be in my house,
Around Wangsa Maju for the next 2 weeks.
Beatrice is now in the aeroplane,
Ivan in the bus,
Later even my whole family is going on a holiday
with the sandy beach and the blue sea
I'll be so lonely,
My house would be open for anybody who is also lonely like me right now.
Parents are not going to be around.
Thats the greatest part, but mean while also the worse part.

Why is my holiday turned out to be like a piece of shit.
Sigh Sigh.

2009-05-19T09:19:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Lim. :)

2009-05-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

Tagged By E-Lane

1).Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
hmm.. besides lips . i guess cheek .

2). How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
I felt bad. because my leg was hurting badly .

3). Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
Beatrice i think .

4). Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
Now ? Yes . Cause i cant do anything myself .

5). Will you ever donate blood ?
Yes. Only IF the nurse is very extremely gentle with me . (i am afraid of needles)

6). Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Of course. Instead i think i have more best friend with opposite sex.

7) Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope . Its a SIN

8. What does your last text message say ?
Good Night ..................... by (Ivan)

9. What are you thinking right now?
Whether should i go tit tar.

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
Yeahh..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
12.30

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Its F.O.C , its my mom's Standard Chartered Bank T Shirt .

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
Yea but it's no longer the her from rock climbing. It's SOMEONE else !!

14. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?
Ivan,Ms Lim ( the fierce add maths teacher)

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

1. Chew
2. Beatrice
3. Ivan
4. Lim
5. Priya
6. Sherlina
7. Eu Jin
8. Yvonne
9. Boon Hoe
10. Alex

15.Who is no.2(Beatrice) having a relationship with ?
Wang Lee Hom.. xD

16. Is no.3(Ivan) a male or a female ?
Male

17. If no.7(Eu Jin) and no.1(Chew) get together , would it be a good?
Hmm. not bad idea. Gay parthners. i guess Eu Jin would be the female . xD

18. What is no.1(Chew) studying about ?
He has a prevert brain . what else ?

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
Friday .

20.Is no.4(Lim) single ?
I will let him to answer this question .

21. Say something about no.2 (Beatrice).
She is a MAD WOMEN whenever it comes to WANG LEE HOM. she gets cookoo, then brain blocked.

22. What do you think about no.3(Ivan) & no.6(Sherlina) being together ?
No WAY .

23. Describe no.9(Boon Hoe) .
A skateboarder . =) a cool one.

24. What will you do if no.6(Sherlina) n no.7(Eu Jin) fight ?
Eu Jin would have to look up to Sherlina. Sherlina is way taller.

25. Do you like 8(Yvonne) ?
Nope because she laughs at me leg

It's OUT

2009-05-15T21:50:00.000-07:00

It's gone forever the cast .
HAHAHAHA.xD
I am so happy now.
Even thought my bone have not grown yet . But . who cares
Its off my leg now.

I am now with special shoes.
I can walk . =)
Thats the best part .
But still slow.
Still Its better than nothing . =)

I AM HAPPY

Pictures in my Facebook .

Its been 8 days

2009-05-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

Its now 8 days.
I will be having my appoiment tomorrow.
Oh dear lord.
Please help me so that miracles happen tomorrow.
I want to take off my cast really bad.

8 days i havent been walking.
8 days i did not wash my right leg. yeaa. i know its stinky.
I only can wipe with cloth.
Till when my leg will be free ?

So. Exam in caunselling room is not that bad after all.
At least i get teachers who are so free nothing to do to chat with me.
The feeling of being lonely is just horrible .
BM paper was EXTREMELY HARD.
i was like gonna tear the paper down.

Well.
GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY WITH EXAMS.
We still have 2 weeks. =)

Pleasee..

2009-05-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

Why cant you just let me take of my CAST ?
PRETTY PLEASEEE.. ?
I meant even if i were to ask the doctor and he dont agree what can he do ?
I so wanna take it off right now. right here.
I already told my mom.
If till a few weeks i tak leh tahan i would cut it off myself.
Its either that way or you support me to take it off. and where a ankle guard,

I am suppose to have an appoiment like on THURSDAY.
I am so happy .
But my mom.
INSISTS on a FRIDAY.
who says it makes no difference.
IF i were to take it out on Thursday means...
I can go rock climbing.

If i take it off on FRIDAY .
I only can go rock climbing on MONDAY.
That means i need to wait 3 freaking days.
I am feeling so F**KING PISS AND FRUSTRATED WITH myself .

DAM..
Last post i was thinking not going rock climbing but too bad.
I thought of it .
I cant bear not going .

Pleasee Doctor.
LET ME TAKE OFF THIS FREAKING HEAVY THING.
AND GIVE ME A NORMAL LIFE BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

While i was sitting on the chair watching

2009-05-12T02:21:00.001-07:00

So i went to Mad Monkeyz today .
I did not climb.
I was just sitting on the black sofa watching people climbing and thinking.
I tell myself that i would be able to climb again someday.
But another mind of me was telling.
My leg would not be the same as last time anymore.
My leg would not have the srenght anymore.
Plus it is my right leg.
What am i ever gonna do ?

As i spend lots of time finding what is the best solution for my leg.
Ended up with nothing completely ZERO.
that what fears me.
Waiting 6 weeks is not it.
I need to wait more then that.
I need to get my muscles back.
After 6 weeks my leg would actually just be out of the cast but still like a jelly fish.
Just you can see physically but inside its nothing.
I have no idea when would it heal.
HAISH .
or maybe ,
i should never be in that place.
But i really love that place.
Naaa..
I think its time for me to let go . and maybe go to a gym instead.
I dont know.
Will. just let time decide.
Leaving me no choice but time...
I guess for me not to go that place will be the hardest thing on EARTH .
But i got no choice.
Till i build my muscle.
God ,,
Please make time fly faster.
Waiting like this gonna put me into a dillema instead ...
You can just imagine a active person who cant even stay put on a chair for an hour to break her leg.
Its like the worst thing you ever will wish for .
Well.
I wanna go sleep .
Nightz.

When a broken leg turns pink !

2009-05-08T03:10:00.000-07:00

I love rock climbing.
So this was how i fall and ended breaking my leg.
it was a horrible feeling.
the pain i have in me was just terrible, at the moment when i just fell.
When back home.
Of course not telling i fell from rock climbing instead from the stairs.haha.xD
Straight away into the emergency room. O.o!!
The scariest place on earth because that room is not only you.
But other emergency patient.
i am like the least emergency ones.
I can just hear crying sounds the whole room.

So when to the x ray room.
DOOM!!
They have to move my leg.
Which is the most horrible part as it was already painfull.
But still thank god lucky i got a good nurse to help me out.
was just very extremly gentle.
Then waited for the MR DOCTOR LIM.
First impression GREAT is a MR.
Second , OH NO IS A LIM. What if the Dr turn out like our very own gila LIM in school . O.o!!
But thank god he wasn't !
1st he said.
You are one lucky girl .
90 percent of people need to go for surgery for such a fracture.
i am the 10 percent who has an option.
So , fingers cross. i took the full cast.
but in 1 week time anything happen means.
OPERATION ROOM.
hope not.
it would definetly hurt.

Waited like 2 more hours, to go for another x ray.
just great , all the sudden when i wanted to go into my wad i am send in to the x ray room again!!
only at 3 i get to be in my lovely wad. room 567 isn't it a great number ?
haha.xD
was horrible place to sleep in. TRUST ME.
The doctors and nurses will just wake me up at 7.30 !!
Only got to slept for 4 hours+

Physiotherapy.
Well. its the best part among all activities.
at least i get a young chinese doctor.!
Funny and Ahemm to all the guys she is pretty and i guess she is only 20 something .hahaha.xD
So taught me how to use the tongkat.
Almost fall. O.o!!
After physiotherapy my left leg pulak sprain.
so now.
My both legs are injured.
Maybe too much of hopping in one day.

6 weeks later only i can open my cast till then i will be a handicap so dont bully me.!!
Or i'll use my tongkat to hit you guys.!! MUAHAHAHA.
Enjoy the pictures of my bitter sweet memories.

Kick Start !!

2009-05-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

Before i start with what i wanna say .
Kuching was great,
I had a really great time with my cousin althought i had to miss Ye.
But nothing gets better when you meet your fav cousin.
And yeahh. Steven if you are reading this Yes you are my fav cousin.
The only cousin i can talk about anything and go gila gila with.
Remember doing exercise like everyday with him.
Doing crazy crazy stuffs.
Walking like 5km. Under the hot sun, rain.
It was great.
I cant promise much that i will come back again before november.
But i'll try my best.!

So,
As most of people know i am a addict to BIGGEST LOSER .
So after watching it. I actually count how much intake of calories i eat.
We asians need 1200 calories, or depending on your body.
And do you know that a packet of instant noodle maggie mee is 440 calories ?
Even Roti Canai is only 95 calories and nasi lemak 230 , magnum ice-cream 300++ .
So next time before taking a packet of maggie mee. Think TWICE.!! I MEANT TWICE.
You can actually eat so many other nicer food and healthier.

So being a addict.
I started doing exercise.
Me and yee lyn first wanted to go to the gym
Instead we when rock climbing.
Trust me is 1000 times harder than it looks.
we started from 4-7
Great workout. as the workers were friendly.
Althought my arm and my back is hurting right now.
But it is worth it.
Oh ya.
I step on a weighing machine.
After like 7 months i guess.
I did not put on weight thats the best part.
Cant wait till tomorrow when me and Yee Lyn's back will hurt like HELL.
Serious HELL.
So tomorrow pls pls dont make me carry anything . =)
Anybody wants to join us ?
We are climbing at section 2 a shop name Mad Monkeyz if i did not spell wrongly . haha.xD

Okay bye for now

Off to kuching tomorrow

2009-04-29T07:44:00.000-07:00

Enjoy these pictures while i am gone. =)
HAHA.xD
I will miss you ivan.

PBSM

2009-04-26T23:11:00.000-07:00

Last week monday till wednesday while everyone else having their exam i went representing PBSM with a few other member's to do first aid .
At first i thought it would be like nice.
Turn out no FAN !!
OUTDOOR .
Worse than our sukan stadium.
But it was kinda fun seeing people playing hand ball.

Exam sucks like nobody's business.
I hate it .
I think i am gonna fail like 4 subjects out of 9 !! =(
Balvir's gonna kill me .
20 marks for add maths .
Chemistry ?? ( for sure worse. )

Stupid teacher.
Gossiping about me .
Within teachers.!!
NAAA, i do not want to tell her name here.
But she is just behaving like a kid.
Gossiping about students SWT !.

Sad moody .

2009-04-15T02:20:00.000-07:00

Alyssa is sad and moody today . =(
Just dont know why.
I dont know what to do .
Confuse ?

I still have till tomorrow to make my decision.
What would my answer be ?
I am just so confuse.
Would i just give up everything ?
And just be like everyone else ?

What am i suppose to do ?
My heart tells me not.
But my brain tells me too.
Which one should i follow.
Which is the right decision.
3 days in hell or give up everything i had started ?

Boikot.
I am just afraid that last minute everyone back off.
If it were to left me and you ?
only both of us?
Totally doom
Teacher would blast us off. i guess even worse then our very own prefect.
I mean why are they just so arrogant.
Must force people do things that we do not wanna do ?
It is as bad as putting a knife at your throat forcing you but this one is just even bad , it just make you do so much thinking making my mood go swing swing.
PMS + this + that + sick = really really bad bad mood. =(
I feel like just leaving everything down.
But , what would my dad say ?
I dont mind spending the rest of my school life in white .
But , what would people, teachers think ?
Would i feel abnormal ?
Just out of the sudden .
I better make a decision
Which would be a wise choice.
Exam is coming and so much things in my head spinning.
Just too much.

I hate the way it is right now.
And i wanna fix everything up.
Just everything up .
any better idea ?

I feel like going skating right now.
Maybe friday ?

Hope you would know what am i talking about . =)

2009-04-13T00:12:00.000-07:00

My cousin came for the weekends.
She is a person that i look up to .
I seldom see her cause she is studying medicine in Singapore.

So it was really great to meet her again after 2 years.
We chat talked
She gave me a book and asked me to read it .
It is Pure Womanhood.
At first i was thinking whether to read this book.
Then i read it,
And knew alot of things.

So i asked Ivan ,
Am i your forever girl , or am i for now girl ?
he answered the 1st one , but i would not know how true it is .
in fact nobody does.
It would be only between ivan and god whom knows.
all i know is i trust and love him
and thats all i have in me to give him.
and i guess thats the best.
If i were to answer i would answer the 1st one too ivan . =)

Somehow this book gave me a big impact on what's love all about.
Well, now i know how to differenciate a good or bad guy.
A guy that you can fall in love to or not.
I believe in myself,
Eu cren en min mesmo,
Eu non especifiquei persoa incorrecto.
Eu quero estar contigo mentres podemos estar xuntos.
E espera que a resposta sería demasiado longa.
Eu quero un final feliz contigo Ivan.
Isto é porque no fondo eu amo vostede.
Non podo aparecer no seu rostro ollar melancólico,
Pero Lembre sempre no fondo, foi sempre vostede que é o máis importante.

En calquera cousa que eu,
Vostede sería o primeiro a saber, e eu prometer a vostede que Ivan.
Espera que estás lendo isto agora.
Porque quero estar con vostede en cada segundo da miña vida.
Tu que podemos loitar por veces,
Pero eu sei, e eu confío en ti, Ivan o cara que é para min.

Me Recorde que o tempo nos chat no teléfono.
Conversas sobre estar xuntos por moito tempo.
Mesmo se estamos a outra escola,
Nin país diferente.
Meu corazón está sempre contigo, nunca para outros.
Ivan eu te amo sempre.
Eu espera que Sinto da mesma maneira que fago.
Dado que é o meu verdadeiro corazón, o meu sincero para a nosa relación.
Ficaríamos meia por ano no próximo mes,
E eu cant esperar por ela.
Just cant,
Quere pasar o día,
Nun restaurante ou un lugar onde nós havent sido.
Só estrela en cada un dos outros para toda a hora.
haha.xD
Estou a pensar moito.
Pero realmente eu te amo moito moito.
Sempre e cada vez máis, Ivan

Beatrice. Thanks So Much

2009-04-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

Beatrice curse really worked. =(
Arghh.
I was suppose to be out from school today by masa ketiga .
Ended up i cant go back home due to the sickness in my house.
It started with my dad then now its my mom .
They are both sick .

Did not bring my books.
That sucks
As it was like Pn. Siti's book i did not bring .
Surprisingly she did not hit me but just nagging . nananana.whatever.
Sherlina decided not to go and pass the surat ketidakhadiran to Pn Kamisah but to Pn Saamah .
So i agreed, at least Pn Saamah does not really raise her voice.
So i when , passing up the letter.
Surprisingly she called my mom O.O !!
Thinking my mom would not know.
But too bad laa.
My mom not only did not pick up but asked me to act as her .
Cause she sick kan so it's great.
Just imagine is she were to be at work.
I wouldn't even be back to tell her that i wrote that letter and hand it out cause pn saamah actually called at 12.40 thats like a minute after i hand in my letter. ==

I am actually suppose to be out on a date but ended up having a date with reena .
It's not too bad. But naaa. His still the 1st one in my heart . haha.xD
His now in camp .
Dunno doing what.
Wondering would he even be sleeping.
Cause Scout camp like kinda more than usual cause need to cook by yourself.
Solute them can cook without utensil . =)
Waiting for you to come back .
Love you

Skateboard

2009-04-06T07:54:00.000-07:00

Really big thanks to Yvonne Yee Lyn Chew and Lim for following to buy a skateboard.

I am really addicted to skateboarding.
Thought i still scared of the falling part but naaa who cares.
Got a skateboard today.
It's a sharing thing between me and my brother.
Cause not enough money.
I do not want spending the rest of the month suffering with money .
Bought it from cool element.
It's black and white.
Wheels are black.

I fell once today with my board .
That was because i was going on a down slope and i turn kindaa late.
So i ended up holding a car and my leg split. =.=!!
Ouch . But at least it wasnt a big impact on my butt. haha.xD

Picture's uploading soon .

birthday boy

2009-04-04T08:23:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Derik ..=)
Althought we fight most of the time but you would always be my brother.
So yeaa. Have a good 13 birthday ..=)
Celebrated in Alexis.
Got a blouse.=)
We are both in white .ahaha.xD
Arent we just adorable in the picture. xD

2009-04-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

Judson's hair
Made me laugh and laugh
He named it Arrow Dynamic
But Mr.B named it Hairy Dynamic.
Muahahaha.xD
Actually he cut his own hair thats why his cyburn is so handsome looking ahaha.xD
Really cool
He might just start a new hair stlye cut for the boys haha.xD

Mr.B was just totally tired.
And lookie what did he do .!!

Alyssa.
Agree's with Lim
I miss those days when were together in a class.
Miss those days when one of us get scolding and will back them up.
Miss those days when we kacau teacher's one by one.
Miss those days when were called as the monkeys .
Miss those days when will gossip all day long.
Miss those days where would just do anything for the sake of the humour.
Miss those days when were playing true or dare and would do really stupid stuff.
I remembered once that leslie had to kiss alif or is it the other way round.
I remembered Amelia gotta hug Pn Arina.
And of course
Genting.=)

Just love you guys so much.=)

Today was a great day

2009-04-03T01:54:00.000-07:00

Today is really a great;awesome day.
I spend really long hours with my love one.
Ate in SpringField Town Cafe.
Two thumbs up for this restaurant.
The price is cheap compare to feeling or others.
The food is also ten times nicer.
And the best part is , no tax !!

So i ate Chicken Chop - RM9 with a free soft drink
Cheese Cake-RM2 *really nice*

The place over there is not really like a cafe its more to a friendly restaurant.
Which there is a instrument zone for you to play,
A game place
A reading place
And a place where you can watch all of your fav tv series there's plenty of different movies.
So its kinda nice place if you wanna go and relax.

Its a two different thing compared to Feeling.

Skateboarding.
And yeaa.
Big thanks to Boon Hoe, Yee Lyn , Gurmeet,Yvonne,Haziq.
They taught me how to skate.
Ahaha.xD
I think i am in love in skating.
It's nice.
But of course not when you fall.
=)

Continuing of April Fool

2009-04-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

Well. the previous post was all about before evening .
I *hearts* april fool.
So of course i got fooled by my very own lao gong.
He told me that his not going to follow me to tuition for add maths cause it's gonna be tiring.
So of course i said okay.
But of course felt abit down.
It really felt real as there was nothing that made it unreal.

So I went to tuition like any ordinary days.
I taught i was late , but ended up my add maths teacher was at the back of me. =)
So i was lucky.
Went in to the class took my books out and the next thing i know is Ivan was there.

My expression was of course i was touch,
I never taught of scolding him because i was too happy.
It's really great.

I love you so much.

Today in school.
Was the most boring day ever.
As it was raptai for hari anugerah.
Well my class was only left with i think 10 of us.
So teachers did not teach.
Then when school came to and end of the day.
Dhirenn and Chong the *peanut* lady
Put my beg inward out.
==... Of course if you know me i would for sure do the same thing back.
But i didn't cause it was Dhirenn.
Instead of that i took his beg and put it in the girls toilet.
Yeaaa, i know its lame
But when it comes to Dhirenn although how lame it is it would still be funny
Life actually gets better with him around the class.
His like the so call BIG PAPA..
Really great way to end my day . =)
Thanks Big Papa..
Hahahah.xD

April Fool

2009-04-01T01:57:00.000-07:00

I went to school with actually a moody mood.
I seriously do not know why am i so moody nowadays.
When Ivan asked me , me myself also cant answer that question myself.

So..
Today was April Fool day.
Which i did not really plan to fool anybody.
But when it comes to Dhirenn.
Naaa,,, everything changes.
So of course his like the one that i fool most.
His just great.
But of course i got fooled back from him.
That is the consequences i needed to face and already knew.

Ye meeting was ahemm ahemm.
well, i never blame anyone.
If i were to blame someone
I'll just blame myself for not being a good leader.
Well, i'll work hard.

P.s I love you.

bitter;sweet;moody day

2009-03-31T03:29:00.000-07:00

Today i went out with Ivan to KLCC.
Watch Confession of a shopaholic.
A really great moviee.
Had a really great time.
So that was the sweet of the day.

Bitter;Moody

So i reloaded my LRT card and with a total amount of RM8.60
I went back from KLCC and the machine ate my money.
I need to pay 60cens more for me to go out.
dam piss off.
Somemore Ivan wasnt there he just when back without saying bye. =(
Nevermind.
Then i wanted to buy a present for my brother ,
And there was no SIZE.
So means did not buy anything.
Came back home,
Almost got hit by 2 cars. ==
Got me a heart attack.
Now i am waiting for my phone to beep.
Nevermind i never blame you.

And now .
Stupid Prefect Camp
Even making my mood go swinging.
I hate Kem Raudhah.
Its like HELL.
To those whom havent been to Kem Raudhah.
This is how bad it is.
Despite getting sick you would get pimples on your face as the water is milky in colour.
You dont even get to go to the sungai till the last day.
And their so call *RESORT* is like a tilam that a tikar is even better.
It is filled with lizard shit .
Girls menses stain.
To those whom are going bring a sleeping bag although they will tell you not .
The toilet suck so badly till i rather just pee in the forest .
There would just be this yucky smell.
The activity is even more sucky.
They make you either squad in the mud for 2 hours or in a mud pond means mud+water.
The worse part is i got stomachache after eating their so call *delicious food*
If school camp was bad to you last year .
Just be ready for like 10 times worse this year.
I rather stay in petalling streets with the rats .
It's even better,
Stupid person in charge dont let us cancel the camp nor change the location.
What for need a camp if prefects arent going to change.
Or maybe you all should look in another side of the angle .
Maybe if you people would just appreacite prefects more and stop blabbering every single week.
We would change even more as it gives us even more inspiration.
It's not that i hate to be a prefects but i am just piss off with the location of the camp.
Didn't already prefects are complaining to the people in charge about changing the location but hey what . they just buat tak tau.
Worse of the worse.
the came is 3 days 2 nights.
i went there 2 days 1 night also i nak mati dy .
and the date is 17-19
which is going to be exam the next day .

Just hoping that somebody would actually chill me down right now.
Just waiting.

P.S i love you

Sports Day ; Virgil Camp ;Earth Hour; When jealously get into my house.

2009-03-29T03:47:00.000-07:00

Sports Day .
1st of all i want to say THANK YOU to all of Y.e Member's.
Thank you all guys and gals for the hardwork.

Sports Day was really tiring.
Saving everybody.
At first i just wore the PBSM shirt for fun.
Ended up Ms Kong put me in every shift.
Means till sukan ends. ==
The worse was someone broke her toes.
Alot of drama in the tent as everybody cries.
Except for the guys.

Virgil Camp.
Thank you lao gong follow me to Virgil Camp.
Althought it is really tiring but it was great.
8.30 till7.30 of no sleeping but with you .xD
I miss the time when were holiding each other singing.
Looking at the sky at 3 am .
Lying down on your shoulder .
Just having the greatest time with you .
I love you always.

Earth Hour.
We participated the Earth Hour.
It was totally awesome.
I played the piano from 8.30 till 9.30
It was like silence then piano sound out of the blue.
Really a great activity as the whole 2/27D participated.

When Jealous Gets into the house.
I love my daddy so much.
Actually i think that my mom is jealous of me.
She is starting to get mad at me for no reasons.
And when my dad back me ups my dad will get scolded from my mom.
Well.
Too bad.
Anybody calls me daddy girl i will not deny it.
=)
After this week i feel that if i were to choose, it is for sure my dad.
My mom is just giving me pain in the arse making me do crazy stuff listening to her lectures. =.=!!
I love my daddy
pictures uploading soon .=)

Club Med

2009-03-22T06:08:00.000-07:00

Alyssa loves club med.
Totally in love with this place.
With all the G.O around its a totally new place.
You dont even feel like you are in malaysia
Its like you are in an europe country where the G.O's are from 18 different countries.

Morning till Mid night

You would be playing like a mad person
sport,circus,wii,dancing,jamming,talking etc etc
But like what yee lyn said.
NO PAIN NO GAIN

my body aches like hell.
muscle starts pulling as i join the passworld we do sports/activities from 9.30 till 12
This is what happen to me.
Thursday- got a big scratch on my knee from doing rock climbing.
Friday- got knock down from a 70kg G.O by doing limbo and he landed on my neck with the limbo stick, and that guy started to say sorry like a billion times but i was like its not pain . padahal i need to stand the pain if not that guy would be like feeling so guilty.
Saturday-Got blister on my hand because of trapeze *i went too many times*. Then i knock on a cement platform which causes my knee a blue black a bumb.

But it was awesome.
Its like everyday you dance and nobody cares whether you dance good or not.
It is just pure awesome of fun.

And Let me tell you is whole day free flow of wine and beer and juices etc etc

Conclusion
Since i cant afford to go club med often
Alyssa decided to work in club med as a G.O after SPM right when i am 18 years old .

Off to Club Med

2009-03-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

I am going off to Club Med - Cherating tomorrow
Well.
I got still got tonnes of things to do
Well looks like i would just choose to close one eye and not do my homework .
Then go to school and copy Reena's work MUAHAHAHAHA.xD

To ee lyn
Remember what i told you !!

Bye .
P.S I love you always

When Heart Melts..

2009-03-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

Beatrice phoned me that day asking me which is the best among all 4 guys .
Well these are all the guys whom melts my heart.

well his not the most handsome guy but he sure does melts my heart
so the number 1 guy would be Ivan Tan

number 2 would be .
Jason Mraz. His voice would just melt my heart

number 3 would be
Bosco Wong .
Look at his body guys .=)

well actually only got 3 haha.xD
cause i only love one =)
So which is the best ? ahaha.xD

P.S I love you

Denisee Birthday Party

2009-03-16T03:50:00.000-07:00

After going to Denise Birthday Party.
Alyssa has another wish list =)
I want a birthday party as prefect as hers .
One that i would remember forever in my life. =)

Well there you go pictures.=)

Somehow i want to take this picture with ivan .=)
i bet will look good .

And again
P.s I love you .=)

Urgent

2009-03-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

Alyssa wants a B.O.D meeting like in this few days time !!
If we want to achieve our target we must start with our very little own B.O.D meeting !!

This is what we need to plan

1) we have not do our 2nd product
2) we have not plan our monthly calendar
3) we have not discuss about the payment for delivering newspaper
4) sports day is like right after holidays .
5) we are just stucking here since marathon day !!

So i want a B.O.D meeting quick .
We would not be able to make it if i we dont have the meeting !!
After the B.O.D meeting only we can start doing the product for sports day !!
I want everybody to be included .
But for the meeting B.O.D only, cause we need to do this quick to many ppl will just delay everything .
Tell me when you all want to have the meeting ASAP and where ?
Then after that would be production time .!!

Happy Birthday Denise

2009-03-14T08:21:00.000-07:00

Denise !!
In half an hour time you would be officially 16 !
Finally got your sweet sixteen .=)
I still use to remember those days when we were still young we would be celebrating out birthdays in MCD . haha.xD
And the look on your face . =)
Believe it or not being 12 years best friend with Denise this would be the 1st time she open a party and i am going .xD
I miss her 12 years old party .
Well.
I am totally not going to miss her SWEET SIXTEEN.!!

SO.
Happy Birthday Denisee.xD

Alyssa's crazy into flute.
I am learning it =)
In few weeks time i will be able to play the flute.xD
I already know B flat scales and F major scales. =)

Alyssa cant wait for P.D
I just cant wait and i am sure everyone know's why .
Alyssa is gonna have tonnes of fun again !!
Muahahaha.xD

Lastly
Alyssa got bad comment from add maths teacher a.k.a Mr Balvir
he wrote this on a blank piece of paper

1) You need to do more practice
2) You need to learn how to draw a graph
3) Ask your friends to help you !!

Sadly i was like .
I tried my very best to complete the work as perfect as possible and seems like its not good enough ..=(
Well i will try hard .

P.s I love you always .=)

SVian

2009-03-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

Today one whole day starring at the computer
Hope this will not affect my eye .

Rushing doing Ye presentation
I hope it is to the standard
Hope that you all will like it.xD

Big thanks to Steffi and Beatrice
Lim not included cause he should thank me instead . muahahahah
Oh ya Steffi taughts us some tricks .
Why when people take picture their legs look thin haha.xD

Shopping Spreee

2009-03-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

Shopping spree..xD
Went crazy over shopping today with Denise .
Spend like crazy also but of course not as bad as Denise laa.xD
Bought myself 2 blouse and a couple tee .

Watch Love Matters with Ivan they all and of course Denise
A great and funny movie!!
Go Go and watch but buy DVD they cut alot !!

Thanks to lao gong today spending time shopping with me =)
Love you lots

Miss you =)

2009-03-08T08:09:00.000-07:00

I'm starting to miss you
yeaa i know i just met you like not even 24 hours
but sometimes i just have this feeling that i want to meet you .

So bored right now starring at the computer
thinking what to blog about.
And i got the idea of blogging about you.

Alyssa is like totally in love with you .
And you gotta know that .=)
And i know if Beatrice were to read this she would say this
This Alyssa arr is so crazy or something something but for sure to have the This Alyssa arr sentence .
Did i guess correctly Beatrice Chung?

Sometimes i really do fear that one day you would actually leave me .
*touch wood*
What would i ever do without you ?
yeaa i know his just my boyfriend but so what ?

P.s I love you always

2009-03-02T23:00:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since i even touch the computer
Lots of things had happened lately

1) My phone spoiled
2) My hand swollen
3) Mr.Balvir got angry thanks la to the form 5 before our class
4) I got tonnes of homework
5) I got my 2nd HPV injection today !!

What a week right ?

Till i realsize time passes by so quickly

2009-02-21T08:12:00.000-08:00

Till I realize that time moves so fast.

It's my grandfather 4th death anniversary.
thinking of it, i really miss him.
I always use to remember those days where he would teach me how to ride a bike to a motorcycle in the kampung area.
The way he use to protect me from my parents blabbering and scolding.xP
Was the best part of all.xD
Always will miss him.

Exams are finally over.
And whatever subject that i thought was easy did not turn out that easy.
It was a total blast, as now i do not know how am i suppose to tell my parents about my result.
I will for sure get the worse punishment that everybody hates = BLABBERING
thats the worse thing can ever happen.
Praying hard that they wouldn't do that !!

Attention to all YE members !!
MARATHON day is NEXT WEEK.
we must start planning already . =)

valentine's ??

2009-02-15T01:01:00.000-08:00

first of all

Happy Belated Birthday Wah Yee Lyn .

Valentine's day was yesterday.
Basically we did not celebrated on that day cause both of us was busy.
And my "SMART" parents, enroll me into add maths and physics class.
So i was even moree busy

Bestarithon Day

It's Y.E 1st month
And i guess you cant expect alot from the 1st month.
Our Dunking Gamee came out well.
Now all we need to do is get ready for MARATHON DAY !!
This time we must earn even moree..xD

Finally what i've been waiting for .
My concert video.
Ps. Our group had won the most entertaining group !!
So enjoy our show to you guys .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jmJnzjKyZY&feature=channel_page

Busy or not ?

2009-02-09T07:10:00.000-08:00

I have been a real busy woman this few days .. haha.xD
Doing Y.E products as valentine's day is coming .
Our handphone keychains is going into the market well ..=]
It's a really great starting point for all of us ..

Thanks to those whom supported us

Last Saturday went out with my lao gong to KLCC ..
Watch a movie which i dont know the english tittle
But it was a very funny movie ..
Trust me you would actually laugh none stop from the begining till the end ..
It's a cantonese movie ..
I wouldn't have problems watching it with subtittles .

Celebrating our 100

2009-01-29T05:31:00.000-08:00

Celebrate our 100 days together today

Even we had to celebrate it earlier as YE meeting will fall on that day ..
But it was a really great and full of romance day .. =]

Ps. I love you always ..

Back Home

2009-01-26T20:24:00.001-08:00

Just came back from Segamat,Johor .
Went there for 3 days 2 nights ..
Nothing much , actually kinda boring .
Chinese New Year was never fun ..
The only fun part is you get to be in a kampung enjoying the air and also collecting ang pows ..
If you ask me did i play fire crackers ,
My answer is no because i do not want to take the risk of burning myself ..

Of course the young ones in my family played crazilly ..
Till the police came , I do not know why must they play the most loud and noisy one's.
Almost everybody in my family wore BLACK　and WHITE ..
Naaa..
Who care's if we dont wear RED ..
Actually is kinda cool wearing black and white as nobody wears that colour so with one look they would know that is my "big" family dressing code hahaha.xD

Now i am back with TONNES of homework .
I am left with Physics , Bahasa Melayu and English homework .. =[
I guess is not that bad as i had already finished half of it ..

Saturday i am going back to SEGAMAT,johor AGAIN !!
My aunty's wedding ..
a lawyer going to marry a lawyer husband .. WONDERFULL ??
The whole family is like paired up ..
1st daughter is like - LAWYER,LAWYER
2nd - PHARMACIST , PHARMACIST
3rd son -DOCTOR ,DOCTOR
What a match right ?
Hmm.. Wouldn't that like be bored if your husband and wife both having the same job ?
Nevermind I wish them all the best .. =]

Happy Birthay Goh Ee Lyn

2009-01-23T02:28:00.000-08:00

Maybe is too early to wish her ..
But this is the only day i can blog after that i will be in a place without internet services ..

SO..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHA PO GOH EE LYN !!

WOW-ness..
Just came back from ee lyn birthday party ..
I tought we sure cannot finish a bucket of Carlsberg Beer ..
But Not only a bucket but add 2 more..
Of course i am not the one who knows how to drink the most ..
HAhahah.xD

Happy Chinese New Year !!
Happy Chinese New Year to everybody .. =]

After Chinese New Year would be for YE's to send in their IDEAS ..
GAMBATEH YE's !!
TOGETHER WE GOING TO DEFEAT OUR SENIORS ..=]
THINK ORIGINAL !!

Love you Lao gong ..

只要我们的手紧紧握着

2009-01-22T00:07:00.000-08:00

老公还记得我说过的这句话吗？
只要我们的手紧紧的握着
心紧紧地连着
还怕什么呢？

我们的一百天要到了。
总觉得很高新。
没想到我们这么快就一百天=]
礼物也想好了。

老公，
不要忘了我们的约会哦！
去到那里只要跟你都是兴福的。
很久没在这里表达我的新心/我对你的爱。。

老公，
老公我知道我不是你心目中的一百分老婆，
但我可会是对你最真心的老婆。
我会努力的！

我爱你每一次每一天都一样。

=]

2009-01-17T20:34:00.000-08:00

School was like so quiet yesterday ..
For those who never come i can say Good Choice..
Lucky i am smart enough to bring my tuition homework ..
I did all of the 3 essays and bio and add maths ..=]
Worth while going to school haha.xD

Wonder Yee Lyn , Eu Jin and Beatrice finish their homework dy anot ..
Well, went to Pavillion yesterday with my cousin and her boyfriend.
My dad bought like 7- 600grams of bak gua =.=!!
To give it to his family in Kuching ..
You can just imagine how big is the family ..

I wanna go to Kuching !!
Pleasee Daddy ..
Go on the 7 come back 9 of feb
I so want to see my lovely same age cousin ..
Long time never see him liao ..
Plus the ticket is kinda reasonable..
one way RM150 include tax and everything ..
Pretty Pleaseee...
I wanna celebrate half of my chinese new year gambling with them ..

Things

2009-01-16T06:51:00.000-08:00

My mom bought me 3 new shoes for chinese new year ..
Yipee..xD
2 from Charles and Keith
1 from Nike ..

Thanks Mommy ..
Love it =]

Thats part of the good news in my life right now ..
Form 4 year is so stress ..
Homework like crazy ..
Plus is like a need to finish your homework or else you cannot go in to the class.. =.=!!

Alyssa Love's Add Maths ..=]
I am in love with my add maths teacher ..
She make's add maths soo fun ..

Alyssa love's Biology ..=]
Even my teacher is abit GAY ..
But his teacher is awesome ..

Alyssa Hate's Physics
My teacher is like a SKEMA .. ps( worst than Alex .. hahaha.xD)
His pants is so high up ..
He has this circle specs..
His 100% NO humour..
Makes physics so HARD !!

Ps .. All this teacher from my tuition cause i am not suppose to critize school teacher's .. Dont want to get in trouble ..

Still complaining about 2009

2009-01-09T18:05:00.000-08:00

It's been a week school's start ..
And i am still having the *holiday* mood ..
I know i need to work hard this year ..
As I do not want to be like the bottom 5 ..
Which i already can see it coming ..

My class has 30 straight A student ..
That means, I am situated in a WRONG CLASS !!
Till now i am still blogging about this ..
What am i going do ?
It's not that i do not like my class-mates..
I do actually *coughs* only some..

Hoping that 2009 would turn out better and easier for mie..
I need another class..
Or i need more friends in my class..

My Boredom of 2009 begins here

2009-01-08T04:52:00.000-08:00

Boredom of 2009 begins here..
Just 8 days of 2009 and i already starting to feel bored ..
What am i gonna do ?

Today , teacher called my name ..
The worse thing is Alyssa Ng is the 1st name to be called out ..
There you go i am in 4 Azam .. =.=!!
Nobody in jinbang group is there ..
I am soo bloody sad .. !!

At least i got Reena and Sherlina and Suganya ..
If not i'll DIE !!
What am i gonna do ?

What a year right ?
I am surrounded with smarty pants ..
All around miee are all soo smart ..
How great ..

I really hope Wah Yee Lyn and Chew would be in the same class as miee ..
Pleasee pleasee Pn Tan !!
I'll DIE not talking 24-7
My class is to quiet ..
Need more noise ..
I am not use to it ..

My Greatest Gift =]

2009-01-04T22:25:00.000-08:00

As PMR result has pass..
Of course all of us will have our reward ..
ahemm..
INTRODUCING MY BABY ...

Now i can compose my own music .. =]
Thanks Muchiie Daddy ...

Today is 1st day of school in 2009 ..
and is the most boring day in 2009 ..
Lots of talking ... =.=!!

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T21:03:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year !!
Went to my uncle's place for a new year party ..
It was great ..
As we were also celebrating christmas AGAIN !!

Of course my fav dish would be TURKEY !!
Got prezzie lots of prezzie ..
Then i slept over there ..
With my cousins ..
I think i would sleep there lesser and lesser already compared to last timee..
I guess we have lesser to talk as i grow elder and they are still young ..
Well..
I love my cousins lots ..

Mama Mia
Watched the play ..
It was great ..
Trust me its a must watch thingy
Went there with Denisee..
Ahemm..
Dont forget our next date Denisee ..xD

Dreams Do Come Truee

2008-12-30T07:03:00.000-08:00

Got my PMR result today !!
Which i am really happy with ..
Although is not straight but at least i got what i wanted ..

My parents and family is happy with it ..

Now i got lot's of things to do as i did vows..
1) Do charity work
2) Go to church for 3 months without missing
3) Go to sunday school without missing 5 times in a year
4) Cannot fight with my brother for a month ..

Well...
Alyssa Gambateh!!
Ivan you are going to help mie with the charity cleaning up or whatever it would be

Count Down To PMR RESULT day

2008-12-29T06:00:00.000-08:00

Now my maid is back ..
When everything is going well..
There you go ..
An anxiety attack !!
Tomorrow is PMR result day ?
What am i gonna do ?

I dare not look at my result ..
Thinking of it now ..
I am having trouble breathing !!
Arghh .
I hope i can sleep today ..

Count Down !!

2008-12-28T06:57:00.000-08:00

Remembering last time i use to hoped that Fish Leong to sing a duet song with Gary ..
And now she is ..
But it just aint a perfect timing ..

My wish came true but i am not happy ..
I am not a fan of Gary anymoree..
Actually dislike him..xP
Why ??

Today i painted the house ..
So tiring ..
It is hard okay ..！！
I want my room PINK !!

Count Down ..
In less than 24 hours from NOW !!
My Maid will be back ..
I would give her a warm welcome back ..
As i will ask her to repay my hardwork in this whole 3 weeks !!
I need to cook , wash the toilet, mop the floor,sweep the floor,bath my 2 dogs,take my dog poop,wash dishes,and most of all WAKE UP SOO EARLY IN THE MORNING !!
I am so happy right now .. =]

The Spirit

2008-12-27T21:09:00.000-08:00

The Spirit
I rate it as 3 stars ..
Not too bad , not too good either.

Did not sleep well yesterday ..
Thanks to my brother ..
He came in like a ghost into my room in the middle of the night..
And he only switch on the toilet lights ..
So means if you do not know there is a toilet there is like light from the passage ..
Scary huh ...

He went near me and drank water ..
I was like ..
AHHHHH!!!!!!
Then i look properly is my brother ..
Thank god i my heart is healthy ..!!
Cause he scared the hell out of miee ..
Yeahh i know i am a coward ..
But what if in the midnight somebody just appear right on your face ?

你也一样吗？

2008-12-27T02:13:00.001-08:00

伟伟。。

我要让你知道，
我只爱你一位，
我的心只有你一位。

很久没在这里对你表达我的心。
伟伟，
我只爱你一位，
不管你多坏我也只爱你。。
在这里跟你说，
我爱你

Being Sick

2008-12-26T01:01:00.000-08:00

The last time i got sick was 16 days ago ..
And that was the time i went to see the doctor not cured yet ..

Today i pay a visit to the doctor again !!
There are few reason why i got sick this time..
1)My body does not have enough immunism for the HPV Jab ..
2)My dad pass it to miee..
So which one should it be ?

Slept for like soo long today ..
Thank god my dad did not scold me .
Because is part of his fault .. xP
(i think hahaha.xD)

Tomorrow i am going to watch The Spirit ..
Anybody watched it already ?
Is it nice ?
I soo dont want to sleep inside the theatre..xD

Santa Claus Is Here ..

2008-12-25T01:06:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas Everybody ..

Yesterday i got to open 2 of my prezzie..
We werent allowed to open other's as my uncle is not in .. xP
So we are going to celebrate christmas again .. Yeahh!!
Bring out the christmas spirit ..

I got a Kipling Handbag from my Mom ..
Thanks I love it .. More than i expected my prezzie to be .. =]

And a soft toy from you know who ..
Thanks i love it too ..

When out to eat at Geralds and Rawlins ..
Awsome place to eat ..
Ate pork ribs and sausages and is those big sausages with smash potatoes .
Yummy Yummy ..

How was your christmas ?

Ouch My Butt Hurts

2008-12-24T00:08:00.000-08:00

She is a great doctor ..
Even after the jab is still painfull ..
But when she jab she got teknik not soo painfull .
Patient 100%
Just what i needed haha..xD
Lucky did not get my mom's pakar wanita ..
HAhaha..xD

My butt hurts so badly ..

Got my HPV jab ..
To those who do not know is a vaccine to prevent
Cervical Cancer..
Went to Gleneagles ..
Man it's painfull ..
At 1st i thought at least at the hand okay lol ..
Then she say Butt is better ..
So okay lol..
Now i seat down painfull..
Move my butt painfull
Whoever hit's my butt they gonna get it nicely from mie ..

At 1st she need to scan my stomach ..
That part was nicee..
I can actually see whats inside my body ..
I saw my ovary hahaha..xD
I know i am crapping now ..

Well..
Now my body is like half weak half normal ..
I know boys do not go thru this ..
Lucky you guys .. !!

You be my prince and i will be your princess

2008-12-23T04:08:00.002-08:00

Does the title sound familiar?
It's my favourite song right now ..

Taylor Swift-Love Story

Love this linee
You be my prince and i will be your princess..

Anybody love this song too ?

Katy Perry - I kissed a girl

Love this linee
I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong
It felt so right

Anybody love this song ?

Went to Klcc yesterday ..
Last minute Xmas Shopping ..
Sale was great there ..
Had a whole day there ..

Watch a moviee
Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging
Nice moviee ..
A great movie to teach you how to snog ..
Oh ya do you all know whats nunga nunga ?
Haha..xD
Watch the moviee thenn

Oh ya do you know how to a test on your nunga nunga ?
Hahaha..xD
Using pencils ..
On how to do that watch the moviee xD

Last But the least ,
Wish everybody
Happy Xmas eve .. =]
To those who celebrate and to those who dont have a great day .. =] Hahha..xP

Chaoo..
Lots of stuff to do ...

Full Of Anger

2008-12-22T06:09:00.000-08:00

My brother
Arghh!!
I hate him soo badly right now ..
If i can i would had beaten him up nicely straight on his face ..
Or else i'll kick his .... Till his no more fertile !!

Cant him just leave me and ivan alone ?
Must he always interrupt ..
Or black mail me ?
And make all like my fault ?

In front of my mom
His like a Oh i am a good and innocent boy ..
At the back his a pain in the arse !!

Gosh !!
When will he grow up !!
Wants to follow wherever i go ..
Does he think that all my friends is his friend or a good friend ?
Bull Shit Derik Ng!!

Must you disturb all of my friends ?
Arghhh !!
Bloody Shit !!
I am now full of anger !!
Like all of my friends owe you a favour ..
STFU !!

Get my phone .
Look at my messages ..
Take my friends phone number ..!!
Let me tell you just because your UPSR has no C
Does not make you smarter than me !!

You cheated on your exam DERIK NG !!
And i didn't !!
Thats make the differences between you and me !!
How i hope i get 5 A for my PMR and blow you off ..

Dont think that i am gonna talk to you !!
F**K OFF !

What a day !!

读了回我。。

2008-12-21T22:20:00.000-08:00

我觉得这几天你对我的态度很冷淡。。
就觉得你好像变了。
我作天刚跟你说，但我看你只不过没当这一件事发生过。
这几天都觉得好闷，每天看着电话但没短讯。
虽然知道你在忙但是你一封信都没时间给我吗？

我对你是真心的！！
难道你就不能珍惜我多一点点吗？
这几天都不知道要跟谁谈天。=[

我需要得是你
需要你关心我多一点
需要你的爱
你的真心。。

你能给我吗？
有时候，我觉得你好像不要我了。
但你却每天都说你爱我。

你知道我多爱你吗？
你对我的爱有哪么多吗？
我有太多问题了。

我只要你知道
我爱你。

Christmas

2008-12-21T07:52:00.002-08:00

Santa Claus is coming this Christmas .. =]

Its not even Christmas yet and i am starting to get my presents already ..
Happy ?
Of course i am .. !!
The only presents that are open already are from my brother and my daddy !!
The present was GREAT .. PERFECT .. actually just as what i wanted hahah..xD

A white gold diamond necklace , from my daddy .. =]
Thanks Muchieee..

A sonic gear speakers from my brother .. =]
Thanks Thanks ..

Christmas shopping list ?
All done except for my daddy and my cutiee little cousin Ryan ..
Who wants to go on a shopping with me ?

Sakaee Sushii ..
Yummy ..
Since we have RM 150 of vauchers why not eat till you are FULL ?
So yea i ate till i almost vomited hahah..xD

Feeling Cafe yesterday ..
My dear went ...
Finally can see him after like sooo long .. =]
Catherine was singing .. !!
Fun time there ..

THANKS MUCHIEEE YEE LYN
My blog was edited by Yee Lyn ..
Special thanks to her ..hahahaha..xD
I couldn't do it !!
I do not know anything about HTML codes ..

Port Dickson

2008-12-19T01:32:00.000-08:00

Forcee by my mommy to go to PD to pick up rubbish..
Ewww...
Well..
Thanks to Ahmad the Dubai guy he bought the pick up rubbish clippers hahah..xD
Of course i stole one from himm..
It wasn't that bad ..
PD is way cleaner then i thought ..
Lunch ..
OMG the food there sucks so badly ..
Somemore we ate at a hotel restaurant buffet ..
=.=!! i can tell you the best food there is watermelon ..hahah

Off i go ..
I got a christmas party to attend ..

2008-12-17T17:29:00.001-08:00

House Choress ..
Arghhh..
House Chores arent that easy as i thought ..
Everyday have to wake up at 8 just to dry the clothes,mop the floor,sweep the floor,etc etc
The worst part is there's this time my mom ask me to wash the main rubbish dump area .. OMG !!
I almost pukee ..
It is soo disgusting ..All the guts outside on the floor lucky no maggots .. =]

What should i do today ..
Well i got thounds of things waiting for me to do ...

Byee for now ..
Chores are waiting for me ..

Day out in Pavillion

2008-12-12T19:54:00.001-08:00

Went to Pavillion using LRT ...
Then walk..
Watch The Day The Earth Stood Still ..
Ermm.. Not a really great movieee..
Thenn.. went to sing k at Red Box Plus .. =]

Oh ya thanks muchiee to my friends ..
Walk me back to KLCC .. =]
Then went chirstmas shopping with my mommy ..
Bought my brother a Casio watch which cost me a bomb till my purse got no more money ..

2008-12-11T00:46:00.000-08:00

Thanks Muchieee EROZ !!

Sick

2008-12-09T19:00:00.001-08:00

I am already sick for 4 days ..
Stuck at home cannot go out ..

2008-12-07T03:04:00.000-08:00

Last five days i was in Cambodia..
It is not a really great place to go as things are really expensive ..
If a person were to choose between Japan and Cambodia ..
I would tell you that Japan is way cheaper than Cambodia ..
I spend our 1st month in Cambodia ..
Sorry dear ..
Hope you were not lonely .. haha ..
Angkor Wat was pretty huge...
Ow yaa ..
The massage there is GREAAT ...

Today i went for concert ..
I was performing ..
I was full of fear when i went up to that stage but my team won ..
BEST ENTERTAINING !!
My teacher owe's us a meal .. =]

SICKK !!

2008-11-28T23:13:00.001-08:00

Just few days more going to go Cambodia ..
But now SICK ..
Haizz..
What am i gonna do ?

I hope this trip does not make me even sicker ..
As i gonna have a concert performance to do ..

2008-11-28T05:44:00.000-08:00

我会想你的。。
今天就是我们在这两个新期最后一次见面了!
今天很高兴应为可以见到你。
我爱你。。

Today went out with himm ..
To time squaree .. xD
For this One Life thingy ..
Well after that just went walking around..

2008-11-26T18:44:00.000-08:00

I got a nickname..
By a friend from MFH ..
that is 阿莎

Today ..
Dear 1st time FFK me..
But nevermindd laa..
He needs to help his mother..

BTW ..
Please watch this video ..
It's my concert rehearsal ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piWccKQ7ImQ

Ham Sup and Porny

2008-11-24T07:08:00.000-08:00

Ham Sup and Porny ..
Okay i know it is a weird name ..
Me and my dear got ourself a turtle ..
Soo..
He named my turtle Ham Sup ..
And i named his Porny ..
They are both just soo cute ..=]
Pictures will be updated soon ..

2008-11-23T07:09:00.000-08:00

Today was a tiring day ..
Went to church in the morning..
Then went to music class ..
Got rehearsal ..=.=!!
11-4pm
Thenn..
Go Gardens
Go see Fish Leong ..
But i cannot get V.I.P !!
Nevermind i got something even better than V.I.P

Today my dear sure very bored dee..
We only message like 1 messagee..
Okay need to off ..
Wanna go call him liao

2008-11-21T19:51:00.000-08:00

A date in the ZOO ..
This is the first time i ever tried something crazy like this..
I rarely go to the ZOO..
The last time i went there was ermm..
Kidegarden i guess..

Soo..
Slept at 12.30
Woke up at 8.00
Tiring ..
But after getting a glance on himm..
hahaha..
I became energetic

Okay this is the fun part ..
My brother cried in front of me begging me to let him go ..
BTW you all should look at his facial expression..
At first i said NO ..
Then i said YES after asking his permission of course..

So took a taxi to the ZOO..
Greatest time i spend with himm..
Well..
U think he needs to wear specs ..
He cant even spot an animal ..=.=!!

We sat the tram for 2 times..
Went round and round and round ..
Till it was animal show time .. ^^!!
Okayy ..
I admit i am pure lazy to walk the whole zoo..
Well, so as my dearest hahaha ..xD

So off to the animal show ..
Pretty fun =]
Then head back to Desa ..
Calling Lim and Yee Lyn out to sing K ..
As i know others would not go .. xP
So they are the best hahah ..xD
They are definetly not a FFK !!hahaha ..
Instead i think they are anti FFK ..

Well..
We sang alot ..
But i love the Ai Ai that my dearest sang ..
HAHAHAHHAAH...
It was around 4.30
So need to head back home ..
As i do not want to become sardin fish inside the train ..

Okay it was cram inside ..
I did not get to hold anything ..
So I was leaning on him of course ..
The fun part now ..
I almost fall down haha ..
But thanks to Lim's muscular hands.. xD
I did not ..

Got a ride back home from Yee Lyn ..
Thanks muchiee ..
So that pretty much my date with himm..

Love you ..xD

Back

2008-11-19T08:20:00.000-08:00

I am back from Kuching ..
Brought back sickness..
Well..
I sat the best flight back ever ..
I meant flight from Kuching to Kuala Lumpur..
I got those TV flights ..
A big floght actually that mainly for overseas only ..
Lucky me i got that hahah ..xD

Being Apart From You

2008-11-16T06:43:00.000-08:00

I didn't tought that it would be this hard being apart from you ..
We been apart 2 days and not seeing each other for more than 3days going to be 4 ...
Not seeing you is way way harder ..

Each day i'll be looking at the phone..
Checking for messages .
Well, we cant message that often as it will be costly ..
4 more days and i'll be seeing you ..

Thats like 4 weeks .!!
Well..
I miss you .. ^^!!
Love you ..

2008-11-14T04:53:00.000-08:00

SORRY ...
SORRY ...
SORRY ...

Although you already said nevermind ..
But i still want to say sorry ..
For letting you wait sooo extra long , for me to reply your message ..

Went out today with my daddy ..
Went to Subang then to my father's office, Jusco then home , then Lau Yat ..
Whole day out .
Now very very tired .. =[

I miss you .. xP

Kiss Goodbye

2008-11-13T06:52:00.000-08:00

Madagascar ..
Move it Move it ..
Second time watching this movie ... =.=!!
But its okay , got my dear beside of me .. ^^!!
It was cold in there ..
Plus i wasn't wearing something long ..
So, my dearest kept me warm... hahaha .. =]

When to RASA food court ..
Yee Lyn and Lim ate chicken .. =.=!!
I did not eat anything as i wasn't hungry ..
Soo,
Head back home ..
Hold his hand all the way ..
Well, i know we still got alot of chances to hold hands but ..
We wont be seeing each other for 2 weeks ..
Thats like 2 years for me ..
Even not seeing each other for a day is long ..

I am going back hometown ..
There i do not think i can always go online ..
There is no streamyx over there ..
It is only TM NET ..=.=!!
Even messaging over there is expensive ..

So, when back ..
It was raining ..
So Lim and Dear went back home ..
Well.. of course we said our goodbyes ..
And of course kiss goodbye .. O.o!!
Dont think too negative !!

After that went to Feeling Cafe ..
Played pool , lost badly to Yee Lyn ..
Oh ya .. !!
Swiss Garden Coffee is back !!
The supervisor told me =]

Rains heavily ..
We need to borrow an umbrella to go to E3 ..
Get our hair cut by ..
Michelle the hair washer !!
She is not bad , just that she hasn't been cutting hair for a while soo
Her hand shakes like nobody's bussiness ..
But glad to let her cut my hair ..
I do not think that my dear will react big ..
It's just my hair, my heart still does not change ..
It's still me .. ^^!!

Dinner Time..
Of course i must have a Move It meal !!
How can not have a Move It meal with a Madagascar movie ?
So now here i am blogging ..

Well..
I will miss you dear this 2 weeks ..
Kiss goodbyes .. =]

Morning Breakfast

2008-11-11T21:06:00.001-08:00

House phonee rangg ..
Waliaooo ..
It was Ms Tan ..
My first sentence of the day was ..
OH SHITTTT I FORGOTTEN ..

So quickly i went and brush my teeth and wash my face ..
Change a shirt and pants and there am i waiting for her to get me ..
But i waited for 45mins instead ..=.=!!
We went to a shop at Melawati ..
Ate Curry Mee ..
Kinda nicee .. xD
Ms Tan Belanja ..
Thanks Muchiee ..

Came backk..
Slept till noww ...

The Best Night

2008-11-11T20:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night was da best ..
Me and my dear talked whole night long ..
We took turns calling ..
We took turns singing ..

My 1st song was ai hen jian dan ..
His 1st song was ai ai ..
My 2nd song was zhu guang wan chan ..
His 2nd song was nan ren nu ren
My 3rd song was hui hu xi de tong ..
His 3rd song was Chong Bai ...
And our 4th song together was Chong Bai ..

It was really sweet ...
Taking turns singing ..
Talking about anything in our heads..
We talk about more than an hour ..
Didn't want to off the phone but , i got to as i need to wake up early ..
So .. we say our goodbyes and went to sleep ..

I love you dear...

2008-11-11T04:02:00.000-08:00

Today ..
I woke up by an insect ..
It bite me on my leg ..

Then..
Continue watching my drama series ..
Well it was like that last 2 episode ..
Good ending ..
I bet now Lim is watching it..

When..
To meeting
OH MY GOSH !!
She really talks alot..
Till i fa mang zang ..

Sorry..
Yee Lyn and Chew ..
For being late , btw cant blame me wanna blame , blame old mole lady
Back home ..
Lim followed me in the car but Alex rides his bike ..
Alex got lost ..hahahah ..xD

After letting them bully me ..
Me and Yee Lyn was hungry ..
So we went Feeling Cafe .. ( as usual)
Ate feeling fried rice ..
Thanks to the supervisor i got the set price..

Pool..
Arghhh .. Yee lyn won again .. (as usual again)
But this time only to 2 balls..
This is the nicest part ..
When i was playing
Ivan Tan appeared lucky i saw him 1st ..
Got a small heart attack ..

Well..
he shouldn't come ..
Got bitten by you guys ..
But glad that he was there ..
Really ....=]

2008-11-10T01:29:00.000-08:00

8th day ...
Today was our 3rd date ..
Went to KLCC ..
Watch High School Musical 3 ..
Then went to Petalling Street...
Ate noodles
Then went to Desa ..
Went to Feeling Cafe ..
Oh ya i defeated him in POOL....

Took some photo's

2008-11-07T20:45:00.001-08:00

5th day ...
Today never see you at all ..
Only messaging you whole day long ..
I guess i need to make myself suit in this kind of position ..
Cause next month lagi long cannot see you .. =.=!!

Only can say
I love you ...

4th day

2008-11-07T00:25:00.000-08:00

4th day ...
Today was the most fun day compared to the other 4 days we had been together..
Well everyday with him is funn..
But just, today was extreme..

Woke up by himm...
Well..
My message alert was loud ..
Went online ..
Chatting ..

Thenn,
Got ready to go KLCC with him ..
I got there late ..
Soo sorry ...

Being together with him some how does not feel bored at all times..
It is just that we have soo much to talk about ..
Watched movie ..
007 ...
Not a really nice movie ..

Lunch time..
Yee Lyn decided to eat Sushi ..
But we ended up eating Mdm Kwan's..
We all ate Nasi Lemak ..

Thenn ..
Walk around KLCC...
Oh ya we got free keychains from DIGI ...
hahaha.. okay thats lame .. xD

Lastly ..
We went back homee...

STATSchipPAC

2008-11-05T22:05:00.000-08:00

3rd day ..
Today got trip to STATSchipPAC..
It is about a YE thingy ..
It's basically a form 4 thingy ..
But we form 3 had a great oppurtunity to gooo ....

Well..
Leslie,Lim,Yee Lyn,Amelia,Alex,"SHI HAM" and my dearest wentt..
Kinda fun trip ..
We got free shoe protector ..hahaha....
our free shoe protector .. xD

It was slippary wearing those..
After putting those on we went in ..
We had free breakfast and lunch..
Both of it was not to bad eatable

And of course i went there was not only to see SVIAN's present their annual report
But to spend time with my dearest ....
Well.. Took some picture's =]

2008-11-05T00:54:00.000-08:00

2nd day of my non single life ..
This kind of feeling is just weird..
Hard to say , hard to discribe..
Words cannot represent it ..

Lets just say that..
It feels great..
Well..
What would happen on the 3rd day ..
Seeing beyond future..

2008-11-04T02:42:00.000-08:00

Just now i had nothing to be happy about..
Now my life change...
I got 2 new things* in my life..
One is my darling keyboard ..
Another one is my dearest ..

So annoucement everybody ..
ALYSSA is no more SINGLE..
Finally i felt that the curse my ex gave me finally ended..
It's been 9 months ..
And finally ..

This is to my dearest ..
I really hope our relationship will last ..
Cause you are the one i waited for 9 months ..
Hahaha...
It is as long as a zygote turns to a baby ..

As for my keyboard ..
Fulammak ..
It is a beauty ..
Well, i want it to be female ..
So i can be a lesbian at night and a normal in the day ..
This way is fair to my dearest ..
hahahahahaaa...

Okay ..
Now i sound weird..
Ahahahaa..
Well.. cant blame me i am way too happy ..

As for who is my boyfriend ..
Ahahaa...
Find out yourself ..

I think i am in love

2008-11-02T01:58:00.000-07:00

I think i am in love..
No i think i am not ...
Naaa...
I do love someone....

But who is it ? O.O!!